I never said I had this figured out. If you read that in my actions, I'm sorry. Please know that I'm trying. I really am trying. And by trying, I don't mean, I'm trying to make your life miserable. I just mean that with all the information that I have right now at this very moment, I'm trying to make decisions that will lead to positive outcomes. That means at times my actions have made messes.
In the end, please know that I love you! I screwed up and I love you and I'll give you the same benefit of the doubt each day of your life.